Vernon HAS been moved, at long last, but instead of celebrating, I just feel emotional and exhausted. So I will fill you in on the new details about that tomorrow, when I’ll be more ready to process things.
In the meantime, I’ll share a MAKI moment that came up this afternoon.
This is one of Maki’s favorite songs at the moment. (It’s not lost on me how cool it is to have a young teenager in the house who is into music that I also like. I may have 99 problems, but this ain’t one.) As we were listening to the song on the way home this afternoon, I asked him why he liked it.
“Lots of reasons,” he said. “But the words are brilliant. Here, listen to this part. It reminds me of us.”
He turned up the chorus.
I know that things can really get rough when you go it alone
Don’t go thinking you gotta be tough, to play like a stone
Could be there’s nothing else in our lives so critical
As this little home!
Well this will be a simple song to say what you’ve done
I told you about all those fears and away they did run
You sure must be strong
And you feel like an ocean
Being warmed by the sun
“It even mentions a little home,” he added. “Just like the one we moved into.”
I hear it with new ears now, to think what he hears. He knows we aren’t doing this alone and that makes so much difference. Maybe its my favorite song now too, just because it’s his.
(I wish I remembered the name of the artist I picked this up from years ago. She never signed it but its been on our walls since I first married Vernon. He was always romantic about the tiny California houses so different to the ones he saw, growing up in England. It’s still on our wall.)
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The song, the house and the painting . . . and the teenage boy who is so intuitive. Awesome.
That is a beautiful song, and Im so glad music and poetry exists..(Maki read me a poem by Dylan Thomas yesterday), although I dont think the ones who made these lines would have any idea how their words could be given so much meaning by a 13 year old.
You might have to give the new place some time, curious to hear about it.
Big hug to you all
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Vernon and Allison, Maki and Justine, I think of you all daily, and pray that you always have the strength you need to go through this journey together. You are a beautiful, talented, and amazing family!
You know, I kind of forgot about this song. And now I’ve listened to it 3 times today – it is a comfort. My hearts with you, Maki, Justine & Vern. <3 Do we need to make a #sansoxygen playlist - you've posted some great songs on this journey!